Ben's 4th Essay : Last survival in the Japan's big earthquake and tsunami

2011.03.11. Fri

My name is Kori Tsuyu (코오리 츠유) . I am 25 years old man who lives in Fukushima.

My hand is shaking... I am in fair now. I am starting to write this in English for everybody in the world. So please understand some mistakes in grammar and vocabulary. Today, There was big earthquake here.. I was hiking MT.Fukushima. so I could avoid tsunami.

But my familiy and friends were not... I can't find them now. I can't live with out them..

Have earthquake and tsunami accured only here..? or all in Japan? Now I don't know it.

I have not experienced any big earthquakes like this one.

I am very tired now .. I am going to sleep now. Let's find any survival tomorrow.

2011.03.12. Sat

Today, I was trying to find any survivals. um...The result was pessimistic. I went inside at destroyed building to find people and then the building was totally destroyed so I am confined at this XXXX building I regret bitterly. Also there is very little foods and water. I am very afraid now, If i die at here , Can anybody find me?

I have to think positively. I am sure that people are trying to find me. so i will be rescued as soon as possible. I have to live until that time. I am hungry now..but I think i have to save this foods. There are only foods for 2days......but I have to held out at least 6 or 7 days... Wow I am going to diet now.. Hahaha ... I want to see my family. I really miss them

I am going to sleep now I don't know what time it is .. My brain is so messy. I want to get out of here


2011.03.13.Sun

I can find the radio signal in my phone. I think situation is really bad in outside.  A nuclear power plant in Fukushima. So Police are evacuating people. There is radioactive matter in this city. wow.. Percentage of surviving has downed . If i survive from here it is a miracle from God. Now, I have only choice to pray to God. Bur I feel better to hear news. Rescue workers are trying to find me. I have hope. I won't give up my life.

2011.03.14 Mon

 

Now I am very tired to write this one.. because I am so hungry.. I have no power. Today, there were small earthquakes. I think this building is not sturdy. It has shaken a lot. I think this building will be destroy if there are earthquake one more time. Am i going to die at here..? `I want to get answer from God...

Is there are any rescue workers? I haven't heard any sound from them.

Now., I have very small food.. I am not sure that I can survive..

2011.03.15. Wed

 

opps... There is no more water anymore.... I can't find water at this building.

I tried to find exit.. I couldn't find any exit. Minor shock of earthquake has stopped. Maybe rescue workers are trying to find me.. oh that's my last hope.

I don't have any power to move around. If I die, please burn my body, and give it to my family if they are live. I want to sleep forever.... I really miss my family. I am so sorry mother that I said mean to you. I really love you guys. I miss that I have played with you. If I survive let's go to eat sushi.

2011.03.16 Thu

Food has been ran out.. How long can I endure from here. Situation is very bad.. I think i am contaminated by radioactivity. Now.. I reach at my limit. I can't see well... I am very dizzy. I want to live and see my family again. I really love you , mom and dad

 

2011.03.18. Sat

 

I am in Tokyo National Hospital. I have survived yesterday and I have slept until now. I was blacked out after writing last diary. I was almost die. I really thank to God for save me. It was very worth experience. I have almost given up my life. I feel like I am living the second life. I will publish a book. Many news paper company asked my story. They want to tell my stories to people. I will be kind to everyone. I want to do missionary work for all over the world. I will live my second life for God.  I get a big problem. It caused by radioactivity
It doesn't come out to surface. But it is killing me little by little. I will work for God until I die